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'Ellen’s POV'
I was feeling a little bit drunk now after downing the last of the wine in my glass. I place my glass down as I head downwards where everyone was dancing. I make my way through the crowd of people as I start to dance to the loud music that was playing. It was so crowded because everyone was dancing with each other and bumping into one another. It was then when I was bumped into by someone which caused me to bump into a very sexy girl. I grabbed onto her arm hoping she wouldn’t fall over. “I’m so sorry, I got bumped into” I start to say frantically as she turned around “That’s okay” She smiles at me and it was like everyone and everything in the room just disappeared in that moment. “Oh I’m sorry, I’m Ellen” I say “Yes I know who you are Ellen” She laughs “I’m Portia, Portia de Rossi” She says “Yes, Arrested Development right?” I ask as I lean closer to her ear as it’s so loud we can barely hear each other “That’s the one” She replies as she lean into towards me too. “How about I get you a drink to apologize for before?” I ask “Sure” She replies as we head out of the crowd and towards the bar where I order both of us a drink and we sit down at a table. “Thank you” Portia says before she takes mouthful of her drink and I do the same. “I hear the shows being cancelled” I say to Portia “Yeah it is, it really sucks” She replies “Yeah, and I loved the show. It’s so funny” I smile as we continue to small talk and down more drinks.
After a while of sitting and talking to Portia and downing drink after drink I think we both were pretty drunk. “You wanna dance with me?” Portia asks “I know you love to dance” She gets up and holds her hands out to me and I quickly grab a hold of them as she drags me back into the crowd. We start dancing together as we continue to hold hands. I pull her closer to me and she turns around and puts her back to the front of my body and we start to dance quite intimately but we’re both too drunk to even care. With my hands placed on her hips as she moves them side to side sexily with me she places her hands on top of mine as she moves them up and down her body. We continue to dance for quite some time until we’re both a little tired. “I need some fresh air” Portia says as she heads towards the door and I follow her. “You’re quite the dancer Portia” I smile and she laughs as I lean up against the wall as Portia sits down on the steps which she then lays down on. “I think I need another drink” She says and I laugh “I think we’ve both had enough” I say as I know I am extremely drunk. Portia gets up off the steps before she excitedly comes over to me and falls over in the doing. “Omg are you okay?” I ask as I rush and pick her up as she laughs “Yes I’m fine” She replies as we both sit down on the steps. I look towards Portia who’s already looking back at me. She quickly leans in and places her lips hard against mine. I get lost in the moment and very quickly our tongues are exploring each other’s mouths for the first time. “Mmm” Portia moans as she tries to unbutton my top. “Not here” I say as I grab her hands and pull them away “Take me back to yours Ellen” Portia says as she kisses my neck. “Are you sure?” I ask “Yes” Portia moans and we get up and I grab her hand and we head out to the front of the party where I ask for my limo and it quickly arrives. We jump in the back of the limo and it drives to my place. Portia moves closer to me as we begin to start kissing again.
We arrive at my house and I help Portia out as we thank the driver before we start to stumble up to the door. I fiddle around with my keys a little before I get the right one and I let Portia step in first. “Great house Ellen” Portia says as she kicks off her heels straight away. “Thanks” I smile as I lick the door and turn around to have Portia’s arms wrap around my neck pulling me in for a kiss. “Where’s your bedroom?” Portia asks between kisses “This way” I say as we make our way to my room. Portia immediately starts to take my clothes off leaving me just in my underwear then she pushes me down into the bed where she crawls on top of me straddling my hips. She hitches up her skin tight dress over her hips revealing very sexy laced underwear. I help pull her dress over her head which is thrown to the floor. Portia leans down to me and we begin to kiss again as her hands rome my body and mine do the same. She reaches behind my back and unclasped my bra and her mouth moves straight towards my breast. She kisses and sucks of each nipple causing them to become erect. I pull her body back up and hold her with one arm as my other hand pulled her underwear down her legs. She sits back up on my hips and it’s the first time for me to see her fully naked. “God you’re beautiful Portia” I sigh as she grabs my hands and runs them down the front of her body as she moves her hips a little. She then moves down my body as she pulls my underwear down with her. It’s when she crawls back up I flip her over so I’m on top of her in between her legs. Our lips latch on to each other straight away before I start to plant kiss down her neck and breasts where I suck gently. “Mmm go down” Portia moans as she gently nudges my head down. I run my finger down her slit just to feel how wet she is before I spread her lips with my fingers where I place a gentle kiss on her clit before I gently suck on it causing her to moan. I continue to lick and suck her before I decide to slowing enter a finger inside of her. “Oh fuck me Ellen” She moans as I begin to move my finger in and out and quickly adding another finger. It doesn’t take her long until she’s just about to orgasm, arching her back and moaning in pleasure. I fasten my fingers as I suck on her clit which pushing her over the edge. “Ohh fuck yes I’m gonna cum” Portia moans loudly as she clenches the bed sheets in her fists. I continue to slowly lick up her juices as she calms down from her orgasm. I make my way back up her body and I kiss her lips gently. “Wow, that was amazing” Portia says as she runs her hand through her hair before she threw herself on top of me which caused me to roll over so she was in top.
I wake up a in the morning with my head pounding from all of the alcohol that night before. I realize my arm is draped over someone’s body which is when I remember I had sex with Portia de Rossi. I smile to myself as I force myself to get out of bed and wrap my dressing gown around me. I quickly go to the bathroom to use the toilet and wash my face before I head out to the kitchen and grab a glass of water and some pain killers. I also get a glass and some pain killers for Portia knowing she’s probably going to be regretting having so much alcohol last night. I place it on the bed side table. I decide to get back in the bed and climb behind Portia. I again drape my arm over her body and I feel her hand clutch onto mine. I just lay there waiting for her to wake. It’s not long after that when Portia slowly starts to wake up. “Where am I?” I hear her mumble as she runs her eyes before she looks over at me. “Morning” I smile a little awkwardly “Hey” Portia says as she sits up covering herself up as she holds her head. “Uh there’s a couple of pills and water there, I thought you might want some” I say “Oh thank you” Portia says as she quickly downs the water and pills. “I’m sorry Ellen but I don’t really remember much of last night, but I’m guessing we…” Portia starts “Yeah we did” I say “I’m sorry” Portia looks down “Don’t be sorry” I say “It’s just I… Doesn’t matter I should probably go” Portia says as she proceeds to get out of the bed with the sheet still wrapped around her and I get up as well. “How about you have a shower and I’ll lay out some clothes that you can wear. I’ll make you some breakfast and then I’ll take you home myself?” I ask her as she looks at me quite sadden “Okay” Portia says as I show her to the bathroom and lay clothes out for her to wear before I start making some breakfast. I finally just put down our breakfast on the table with some orange juice as Portia walks out. “I hope this is okay” She says shyly “Yeah, you look great” I smile “Here come sit down” I pull her seat out and seat down across from her. “This tastes great” Portia says with her mouth full and I laugh a little. “Should we talk about last night or?” I ask breaking the silence and Portia nods her head “What did it mean to you?” She asks me “I don’t know, I mean I don’t just sleep with anyone. I felt a connection with you and I thought you felt it too but I’m not sure you felt it this morning. Maybe it was just the alcohol we had. I don’t even know if your gay” I say honestly “I’m gay” Portia says “If I’m being honest I felt a connection the first time we met, but I didn’t have the courage to do anything about it” Portia says “I felt it too” I smile lightly as I reached across the table and grab a hold of her hand. “You know Ellen, I’m just trying to start my career and I’m too afraid to come out as being gay” Portia says “I won’t have a chance to even try start it and the media, I don’t know if I could handle it” She continues “I’d protect you. I know what it’s like, it’s hard. It’s really is but once you’ve said it you’ll feel so much better about yourself. You won’t have to hide who you really are” I say “As for you career, I think it’s changed a bit from when I came out. I reckon you’ll be able keep your career going nothing but up” I say and Portia lets go of my hand and wipes a few stray tears that had fallen from her eyes before she looks up at me. “I think I need some time” She says and I nod “Sure, We don’t have to rush anything. I quite like you Portia and I hope you feel the same but we can just hang out and get to know each other better, maybe even some dates and we’ll just see what happens from there” I smile as she smiles back “I’d like that” She replies as she stands up and I stand up too and she walks around the chair to me and we met in a hug. I breathe in her scent as I hold her tight before she slowly pulls back to look at me and she leans back towards me and kisses me gently. We break away and we both have smiles on our faces. “Could you take me home now?” Portia asks sweetly “I sure can” I reply as Portia quickly gathers her clothes up from last night and we go out into the garage and we jump in the Porsche. “Wow nice car Ellen” Portia says “Do you like the name of it?” I wink “Porsche” Portia whispers it to herself to see what I mean and then she giggles a little once she realizes “Yeah it’s great” She replies “It must be a sign” I smile at her before I drive out of the garage. “Must be” Portia smiles as she looks out the window.
'Portia's POV'
"Thank you Ellen" I say as we pull up outside my house. "You’re welcome; want me to walk you up?" Ellen asks "Na its fine" I smile sweetly as I lean over and kiss Ellen gently on the cheek and I slowly pull back and kiss her on the lips. "Thank you, I will make sure I return your clothes in the next couple of days" I say as I pull back "Oh it’s fine, don’t worry about it" Ellen smiles "I should probably go" I say "Yeah, I’ll call you soon?" Ellen asks "Yeah, sounds good" I say as I open the door and climb out where I thank Ellen again before I walk up to my house as Ellen takes off in her Porsche.
*About a week later*
It’s been a bit since I had seen Ellen and I couldn’t get her out of my head. I kept thinking about the things she had said to me about coming out, being myself and how she would protect me from the media. I knew she would try to protect me even if we didn’t become a couple and I knew she was right about coming out and how I would feel so much better afterwards. I really wish I could take that step forward to coming out but I am just too afraid at the moment. I really wanted to see Ellen so I decided to call her. “Hey Portia” Ellen cheerfully answer her phone “Hey Ellen, how are you?” I ask “I’m great thanks, how are you?” She replied “Yeah I’m good; I was ringing to see if you wanted to come over today and maybe I could cook dinner” I ask “Yeah that sounds great! When do you want me to come over?” She asks “Just whenever you’re ready” I say “Okay cool. I will see you shortly” Ellen says “I can’t wait, see you” I say and Ellen ends the call by saying “Bye Portia”
Shortly later Ellen arrived with a bottle of wine in her hand. “Hey!” I greet her with a kiss in the cheek. “I bought a bottle of wine for ya and you look lovely as usual” Ellen says and I blush “Thank you” I smile “Would you like some wine now or have it later?” I ask “Later would be good” She smiles as I walk into the living room and we both sit down on the couch. “How’s your week been?” I ask “Yeah it was good, just been at home doing a few things” Ellen replies “How about you?” “Yeah I’ve just been here thinking about everything” I say “Yeah…” Ellen replies “I really like you Ellen” I say before I pause “I really like you too” she says causing me to smile “I’m just scared… Too scared to face all the media attention” I say ”I know it’s hard. Once it’s all out in the open you’ll feel so much better, like a weight has been lifted from your shoulders” Ellen says “I’ll stand by you Portia” She says as she takes a hold of my hands and holds them as she strokes her thumbs over the top of my hands. I smile as she does so. “Yeah, I think I just need some time to prepare myself and when I’m ready, we can be out in the open together” I say “Sure, I will wait as long as you need, as long as I get to be with you” Ellen strokes my cheek and I feel myself blushing and I quickly shut my eyes as I see Ellen’s face moving towards mine as our lips lock with one another. Just then the buzzer to let me know when dinner is ready goes off. “Dinners ready” I say as we pull back “I’ll just go serve it all up” I say as I go off into the kitchen. “Here ya go” I say placing down Ellen’s meal in front of her. “Wow, Portia this looks great! thank you” Ellen smiles “Thanks and you welcome” I reply as we both dig into our meals.
After we finish our meals, Ellen helps me wash up before we settle back down on the couch. Ellen places her arm around my shoulders pulling me closer to her ad I rest my head slightly on her shoulder. “What do you want to watch?” I ask as I flick through the channels. “Anything” she replies and I just randomly choose a channel and chuck the remote down next to me as I turn my head to look at Ellen and she’s already looking at me. I smile back at her as she reaches up to stroke my cheek. “You’re so beautiful Portia” Ellen says which makes me smile even more; I look down as I feel my cheeks redden. “Are you blushing” Ellen teases as she lifts my chin up “No” I say quickly “I think you are” Ellen continues to tease me as she kisses my redden cheek. “It’s the second time tonight that you’ve started blushing” She smiles “I’m not blushing” I laugh even though I know I am “Are you gonna blush every time I compliment you?” She asks “I never blush” I protest cheekily as I wrap my arm around Ellen’s neck as she pushed me back a little so she is above me “You so do” She smiles as she kisses me. I feel her tongue run along my bottom lip so I open my mouth inviting her tongue inside. I moan slightly as Ellen breaks away and kisses and sucks on my neck. “Maybe we shouldn’t just rush straight back into sex again” Ellen says as she sits back up and pulls me up as well so we are sitting in the same position as before. “Yeah I suppose we shouldn’t” I say a little disappointed “I don’t want our relationship to be just based on sex” Ellen says “Yeah you’re right” I say “We hardly know each other still” Ellen smiles “Well let’s start getting to know each other” I smile as I kiss her quickly on the lips before we start chatting.
It had gotten quite late and I could see that Ellen was extremely tired and she had started to fall asleep. I didn’t want to wake her up, so I just continued to lie next to her as she slowly fell asleep. I stroked her cheeked as I watched her and I then slowly started to all asleep myself.
'Ellen's POV'
I wake to a loud thump and yelp from Portia. I quickly sit up to see Portia lying on the ground from falling off the couch while we were sleeping. “Are you okay?” I ask sleepily “Yeah I’m okay” Portia laughs “Your so clumsy, what am I gonna do with you Portia?” I tease her as I help her up off the ground and pull her on me as I sink back into the couch and I look over at the clock on the wall to see that it is only 3:27am. “Let’s go sleep in my bed instead of this couch” Portia says getting off of me and pulling me up. “Sounds good to me” I say as Portia leads me to her bedroom still holding my hands. “This looks better. Hopefully you won’t fall off this time” I tease again as I fall backwards on her bed and close my eyes. I know Portia is getting changed out of her clothes so I continue just to lie there. “C’mon on you, get out of those clothes. I have a shirt and some shorts for ya” Portia says “I doubt they will fit me” I say “They will so, look” She says as I open my eyes to see her holding a shirt and a pair of shorts that look like my size. “Do I have to undress you?” Portia asked cheekily “Yeah I think so” I smile as Portia quickly works on my belt before pulling my pants off and the pulling the shorts on. “Sit up Ellen” She says pulling on my arm and I sit up “You’re enjoying this aren’t you” Portia says as undresses my top after “Yeah but I think you’re enjoying it more than me” I smile and she blushes again “Blushing again” I laugh as she finally pulls the shirt back over my head. “I am not” Portia says as she moves my clothes that I was wearing off the bed and climbs under the covers and I join her. “You are, just admit it” I smirk as I wrapped my arms around her body and kiss her cheek. “I will not admit anything” She says “Oh you will one day” I say as I nuzzle my face into her neck and breathe in her scent. “Goodnight” Portia says as she rubs my arm “Night” I say as I lift my head up and kiss her once again on the lips before nuzzling back into her neck.
*3-4 Months Later*
'Ellen's POV'
It had been about 4 months since the first night Portia and I had gotten together. I guess from then on we’ve been secretly seeing each other. No one knew at all. We hadn’t told any of our family but we were planning on it and also we were planning to come out as a couple to the world. Today was gonna be the day I told my Mama.
"Hey Ellen!" Mama excitedly answered the door "Hey Mama" I say as we meet in a hug "Come in El, how are you?" She asks "I’m good thank you, how are you?" I ask "Yeah I’m good too" She replies as I sit down at the table. "What are ya doing here?" Mama asks "Just to come and see my Mama, I haven’t seen you in a while" I smile "Yeah where have you been?" She asks "Just around, getting some stuff done" I say and Mama just nods. "I’ve also come here to tell you something" I say "Yeah, what’s up?" She asks "Well, you know Portia… Portia de Rossi from Arrested Development and Ally Mcbeal?" I ask "Yeah…” Mama replies "Well, we’ve been kind of seeing each other" I smile "Really?" Mama says "Yeah" I reply "For how long?" She asks "About 4 months" I say "And I’m only finding out now?" Mama says "Uh yeah, well Portia… She’s not like out and she’s quite scared to come out so we’ve been keeping it to ourselves just seeing if it works and stuff" I explain "Poor girl, she doesn’t need to worry about being scared to be herself" Mama says "Yeah I know, I’ve been helping her get to the point where she is finally ready to come out" I smile "You’re doing a good thing El. Are you happy?" Mama asks "I don’t think I’ve been happier, I really mean it" I say honestly "That’s good. I’m excited for you" Mama says as she embraces me "I really do think she may be the one" I say "When do I get to meet her?" Mama asks "Whenever I guess" I smile "Is tonight too soon?" Mama asks and I laugh "I’ll have to check with Portia first" I smile "Well go call her" Mama says which makes me laugh even more but I do as Mama says and walk out of the room to go call her.
"Hey you" Portia answers the phone
"Hey beautiful" I say
"How did it go?" Portia asks
"Great, she’s so excited, she wants to have us over for dinner tonight" I laugh
"Oh really?" Portia laughs
"Yeah but we don’t have to" I say
"No I’d love to meet her" Portia replies
"So that’s a yes?" I ask
"Yeah, I think it is" Portia giggles
"She’ll be happy then" I laugh
"That’s sweet" She says
"Well, I’ll go home shortly and get ready then I’ll come pick you up?" I ask
"Yeah sounds good! What do I wear though?" Portia asks
"Anything, you’ll look beautiful" I say sweetly
"I bet you’re blushing" I quickly tease her
"Ellen! Stop it" Portia laughs
"I didn’t do anything" I laugh
"Seriously, what do I wear? Like casual or formal or what?" Portia asks and I laugh
"Just come casual. Wear that blue dress I like" I say
"Okay I will" Portia replies
"Okay well I will text you shortly okay" I say
"Yeah okay, see you soon" Portia replies
"Bye beautiful" I say before I end the call and head back out to see Mama.
"Well… Are you coming or what?" Mama asks "Yeah we will come for dinner Mama" I laugh "Yay, I’ll start getting dinner sorted then" Mama Smiles "Why are so excited Mama?" I laugh "I’m just happy for you" She replies "Thanks Mama, I’ll head off now but we will be back at like 6?" I ask "Yeah sounds good" Mama says as I kiss her cheek before I leave.
"Are you coming over now?” Portia asks as we’re talking on the phone and I sneak up to the front of her house. "Yeah I’m about to leave" I say as I knock on the door and hide. "Oh hold up El, someone just knocked on the door" Portia says as she walks towards the door and opens it and I jump out in front of her as I screamed a little to scare her more. "Omg, Ellen" Portia screams as she clutches her chest and I begin to laugh as I step inside. "Omg you nearly gave me a heart attack" Portia says as she tries to regain herself. "I’m sorry" I laugh as I wrapped my arms around her rubbing her back. "I must admit that was good, I did not expect to see you there" Portia laughs a little as she pulls back to look at me and I quickly pull her back so I can kiss her. Portia moans a little as I deepen the kiss. "That’s enough, I better continue getting ready otherwise we will be late" Portia says as she pulls back from the kiss and heads up to her bathroom and I follow her.
'Portia's POV'
As I finish the last if my makeup I look over at Ellen through the mirror I see her smiling as she watches me. I turn around and walk towards her as I say “You look so good” “So do you” Ellen says as she grabs hold of my waist and looks me up and down. I wrapped my arms around her neck as I pull her close and kiss her passionately. We both moan slightly as we try to get more of each other. I pull away breathless and place gentle kisses down her neck. “You ready to go?” Ellen whispers in my ear “Yeah I’m ready” I reply as we finally break apart and grab our stuff before we get in Ellen’s car and head to her moms house.
'Ellen's POV'
As we head to Mama’s I can sense that Portia is feeling a little nervous as she hasn’t said a word yet. I reach over and place my hand on her thigh which grabs her attention and she smiles at me and places her hand on mine. “You okay?” I ask “Yeah of course” Portia fakes a smile “Are you nervous?” I ask smiling at her “No” Portia protests “I know you Porsche” I say “Well just a little” she replies “You know you don’t have to be nervous, Mama will love you. She’s so excited” I say as I watch the road “What if she doesn’t?” Portia asks “She will love you, don’t worry” I smile at her trying to reassure her as we continue on our way.
'Portia's POV'
We arrive at Betty house and we both get out of the car and she takes a hold of my hand as we meet and walk up to to the front of the house. “You ready?” Ellen asks smiling “I guess, do I look okay?” I quickly ask as we walk up the stairs “You look more than okay” Ellen replies as she pecks my lips and knocks on the door. “Hello again” Betty embraces Ellen in a hug “Mama this is Portia, Portia this is my Mama Betty” Ellen introduces us. “Hello Portia, it’s so good to meet you! Call me Betty” Betty says to me as she hugs me “Its great to meet you too Betty” I smile “Come in you two” Betty invites us in. “Take a seat at the dinner table and I’ll just serve up the good” Betty says as Ellen pulls out a seat for me and I sit down.
As we eat our dinner we chat about everything; me, my family, Ellen’s show, Ellen’s childhood. Just all sorts of stuff. Betty was very friendly and I felt extremely comfortable around her.”May I excuse myself to the bathroom?” I ask once we had all finished dinner “Sure, go down the hall and it’s the second room on your left” Ellen says “Thanks” I say before leaving the room. As I walk up the hall I see a few family photos on the wall. Ones of when Ellen was a baby, teen and of her now. She was a cute little baby. I smile to myself as I continue my way to the bathroom.
'Ellen's POV'
As Portia heads to the bathroom I help Mama take the dishes out to the kitchen which she starts to clean. “She’s a keeper Ellen” Mama smiles “I know” I smile back “Don’t let her go” Mana says seriously “I won’t” I smile as I hear Portia high heels as she walks back down the hallway. “Go, I’ll clean up” Mama says “Okay” I smile as I head out of the kitchen and meet Portia. “Come here you” I smile as I pull her close by wrapping my arms around her body and her arms immediately go around my neck. I kiss her gently before I pull back “Did you enjoy your meal?” I ask “Yeah it was lovely, Betty is a great cook” She smiles “She sure is” I reply as I lead Portia to the couch in the living room.
I put my arm around Portia’s shoulders and pull her closer so she rests her head and hand on my chest. I look down at her as she looks up at me. She smiles back at me as I stare into her beautiful eyes. I swear I could look at her all day long everyday. Portia pushes herself up a little to kiss me. Our lips gently interlock as she kisses me slowly. Portia’s soft hand cups my cheek as I lightly suck on her bottom lip as I feel her tongue graze my top lip. I let go of her lip and I slip my tongue into her mouth as Portia’s tongue glides against my own in my mouth. Our tongues explore one another’s mouths. I let out a quiet moan as Portia’s suck a little on my tongue. Portia pulls back from the kiss for a breather but I can barely open my eyes up before her lips are back on mine. This time the kiss wasn’t as slow. I pulled her body on too if mine slightly as our kiss deepen. “Ellen honey, Can you…” Betty pauses as she sees Portia and I kissing passionately on the couch. “Oh I’m sorry” Betty apologizes for interrupting as Portia jumps off my body looking very embarrassed “Sorry Mama, what were you saying?”I ask smiling “Oh I was just going to ask you if you could reach this box in one if the cupboards cause I can’t reach” Mama asks “Yeah sure, do you want it down now?” I ask “No, just when your not busy” Mama replies as she leaves the room and I turn back to Portia who still looks embarrassed. “Are you embarrassed?” I ask smiling “Yes, this isn’t a very good first impression” Portia says “Don’t wore about it, she won’t mind” I laugh slightly as I kiss her cheek “I should go apologize and help tidy up” Portia says as she stands up and walk out to the kitchen. I decide to go get the box Mama wants down while they talk.
'Portia's POV'
"Would you like any help?"I ask as I walk into the kitchen to see Betty washing the dishes herself. "If you’d like you can dry?" Betty smiles "Sure" I smile as I pick up the towel to dry the dishes. "I’m sorry about before in the lounge" I apologize "Oh that’s fine, you guys can do what you like" Betty smiles "No, I feel like I’m not giving you a very good first impression of myself" I say "Well you haven’t given me a bad impression" Betty smiles and I smile back as we continue to do the dishes in silence for a few moments. "I can see you make Ellen very happy" Betty breaks the silence and I smile to myself "She makes me happy too" I reply "I really don’t think I’ve seen her this happy in a very long time" Betty says "i can just see in the way that she looks at you that she’s really cares, she’s hasn’t said much to me but I can just tell, she’s falling for you Portia, if she hasn’t already" I can feel my cheeks burn as Betty tells me this. I stay silent as Betty carries on "I just hope that you feel the same way as she does because I really don’t want to see her get hurt again. She gets heartbroken a lot, she falls for women very fast and hard" "I do feel the same. I’ve really never felt this way about anyone else before. Even though we haven’t really been together long, it all feels right, like maybe she’s the one" I smile as I open up a little about how I feel "Don’t tell her but she said the same" Betty tells me which makes me smile more "Just one thing, promise me you won’t hurt her" Betty says "I can 100% promise you that I won’t ever hurt her" I smile "Good, I’m glad" Betty smiles just as Ellen walks in "What are my two favourite women talking about?" Ellen asks as she kisses my lips quickly before putting away the dishes I had dried "That’s for us to know, and you to never know" Betty winks "That’s not fair" Ellen whines and I laugh "Portia will tell me later" Ellen says "No I won’t" I tease her
"Thank you so much for dinner Betty, it was great to meet you" I say as I hug Betty "Your more than welcome, yeah finally! Come back soon" Betty says "Thanks Mama" Ellen says sweetly as she kisses her Mama and hugs her "Your welcome honey" She replies "We’ll see you soon" Ellen says as we walk out the door "Love ya" Betty calls "Love you too" Ellen waves as we walk down the steps towards Ellen car. "So how was that?" Ellen asks me as we hop in her car "That was great, I don’t know why I was so nervous" I smile "I told ya not to worry" Ellen smiles and I place my hand on her thigh as she drives. "You want to stay at mine tonight?" Ellen asks "Sure, if you want me to" I reply "That’s why I asked Porsche" Ellen grins "Okay I will then" I smile “Do you need to get anything from your house at all?” Ellen asks sweetly “No, I think I’ve lefgt everything I need at yours already and if not it doesn’t matter” I say as I place my hand on Ellen’s thigh as I watch her drive us back to hers.
'Ellen's POV'
Once we arrived at mine we make our way inside and I head into the kitchen to get myself a glass of water. “You want a glass?” I ask Portia “I’m good thanks” She replies as she wraps her arms around my waist and rests her chin on my shoulder. I place my hand of hers as I finish my drink. Portia starts to kiss my neck so I know what mood she is in. I turn around in her arms and her arms move to around my neck and my place my hands on her hips as I kiss her. As I enter my tongue into her mouth I turn us around and gently push her against the bench. Portia strokes my cheek as she kisses me more deeply and I then suck lightly on her bottom lip which causes her to moan quietly. I lift her up into the bench by her hips and she squeals and she giggles as I continue to kiss her as I step in between her legs. I move my hand from her butt to the inside of her thighs. I rub her thighs lightly as I push legs open wider. We continue to kiss passionately as she tangles her fingers in my hair. My hands roam up her dress and up the sides of her body and back down again and I yank a little on her panties. She shifts her weight so I can pull her panties down. I drop them on the ground as I pick Portia up and move her onto a different part of the bench. I search for the zip on her dress as we share quick little kisses. We both send smiles to one another and Portia starts to unbutton my shirt which is quickly pull off. I lift her dress over her head so Portia is left naked on top of my kitchen bench. I kiss Portia once again before I start to kiss down her body making sure I pay more attention to her breasts. She starts to moan as I suck on her nipples. I lay Portia back on to the bench as I pull her closer to me by her thighs. I clutch onto her legs as I kiss down her stomach getting closer to destination. I remove one of my hands and brush past her destination feeling how wet she was. I then immediately place my lips around her clit gently sucking on it causing Portia to moan. I start to quickly flick my tongue over her clit before I replace my mouth with my thumb and I start to push mg tongue inside of her. Tasting her sweet juices as I did so. I continue to fuck her with my tongue as she continuously moans. I look up at Portia and I see her rubbing her hands over her body paying a little more attention to her own breasts. I quickly replace my tongue with two fingers. Portia’s immediately moans loudly as she bucks her hips. I now see her reach her hands above her head looking for something to hold onto as I push my fingers inside her hard and fast. I smile and lean down and suck get clit as I hear her start to moan my name as she starts to buck her hips over and over. I knew she was close to her orgasm so I pushed another finger inside of her which pushed her over the edge. Portia’s body started to shake uncontrollably as she moans “oh…oh fuck Ellen” I quickly lick up her juices as she calms down still moaning lightly. I start to kiss up her body making sure I pay attention to the parts she loves that effect her the most. I climb on to the bench and over top of Portia. I reach her neck and suck lightly before placing a kiss there. I put my head above Portia’s and look down at her still with her eyes closed as her breath starts to slower. I smile at her as I press my lips on hers and I feel her kiss me back. I pull back and now she has her eyes open and I feel her wrap her legs around my butt as she pushing me down closer to her which causes my knees to drop from holding my body up and I was now lying hard against her with my pants and bra still on. “I think it’s your turn now” Portia whispers in my ear. I like the sound of that” I whisper back as I lift myself of the bench and pull Portia up with me. We met in a kiss again and my bra is quickly throw to the kitchen floor. I pull away from the kiss and grab a hold of her hands as I start to walk backwards towards our bedroom pulling her along with me. We smile sweetly at one another and I let go of one of her hands and pulling her body close to me by her waist as I let go of her other hand as her naked body crashes into my half naked body, my hands make their way around her body as Portia flung her arms around my neck holding my face to hers as she kisses me very passionately. I feel myself taking small steps backwards to the bed while we kiss and as my foot hits the bed, I am immediately thrown to the bed with Portia on top as our kiss never broke. I had to force myself to break the kiss from losing my breath, I slow her down my kissing her neck. Portia then moves so she can kiss my neck instead, sucking lightly as she makes her way down my neck with both of her hands fondling my breasts. I start to moan once her mouth moves to my nipples from my neck. I run my hand through her hair as she sucks on my nipples. She looks up at me as she kisses down my stomach until the top of my pants always keeping eye contact. She sits up as she unbuckled my jeans and pulling them down with my panties throwing them onto the floor. She pushes my legs apart as she gets down in between them as she looks at me as she rubs my clit before feeling how wet she had made me. I moan as she licks up my slit as she watches me watching her. She then drops eye contact as she pushes her tongue inside of me. I feel her long blonde hair fall over my stomach and legs so I run my hand through it again holding her head in between my legs as I moan continuously as she works her magic. I feel her long fingers slide inside replacing her tongue and her tongue moves to my clit. As she enters 3 fingers in I start moaning a lot louder as I throw my hands above my head gripping the pillows. I open my eyes when Portia’s lifts her head to look at me. I smile as I moan and I reach out to grab her, wanting her. She knows what I want so she pulls her fingers out and she crawls up my body and kisses me as my hands move around every inch of her body before she turns around lifting her legs over my head and sits on my face. My hands hold her legs pulling her to my mouth where my tongue immediately enters hers. Portia moans loudly before she leans downs and continues her magic on me. As me both work out magic on each other and moan continuously. I feel myself start to get close to my climax so I push a few fingers into Portia furiously, trying to make her climax for the second time. I feel my own body start to shudder as does Portia’s and next thing we are both moaning uncontrollably together. I move my hands up the back of her back as we both try to regulate our breathing. Once I have my own breathe back I clutch her bum in both hands as I lick her juices up making sure I get every little bit of tasty wife. I feel Portia start to do the same to me before she sits up as I continue to lick her out. She sits there for a minute or so before I stop so she can get off. She gets off and turns back around with a smile on her face that matches mine. She giggles as she lies down and kisses me slowly but passionately. She pulls back and rests her forehead on mine with our noses touches. We look at each other still smiling “your so tasty” I grin licking my lips cheekily which makes her giggle again I hold her close as I roll on top of her our noses not breaking apart. I smile as I move my nose against hers giving her an Eskimo kiss and we both laugh before I kiss her cheek and roll back down next to her. We lay naked on the bed next to one another silence before I feel the bed move and Portia is pulling the blankets over the both of us before snuggling into the side of me with her arm rest over my bare stomach. I slip my arm under and around her and kiss her forehead. “Night Porsche” I say quietly a few minutes later and with no reply I move my head to see her face to see she was already asleep, I smile before kissing her forehead once again and then slowly drifting off to sleep myself.
'Portia's POV'
I wake wrapped in Ellen’s arms both of us naked from last night. I shift her head from my neck to the pillow and she groans and I also unwrap her arms from around me so I can slip out of the bed. I pick up a tshirt of Ellen’s that was sitting across the room, I quickly pull it over my head as I head for the bathroom. I quickly go to the toilet and wash my face since I hadn’t taken my makeup off the night before. I plodded back into the bedroom to see Ellen was awake now “I wondered where you had gone” Ellen smiled motioning for me to join her again “Hoping I had left were ya?” I say as I hop back in next to her and she wraps me in her arms again. “No never” She smiles as she kisses my lips “Nice tshirt” Ellen smirks as she breaks the kiss “Thanks, it’s great isn’t it” I tease as she kisses me again before she rests her forehead on mine just like last night. “I had a great time meeting your mother last night” I smile “Yeah, I told you, you had nothing to worry about” She smiles “She’s lovely, you’re just like her” I say and she smiles “Looked like you had a greater time once we got back here” She smirks and I giggle as I blush shyly “Blushing again” Ellen laughs “Stop it” I moan as I laugh “Sorry, it’s just so cute” She smiles as she kisses both of my cheeks. “Now I have to meet your mother” She smiles “Yeah I will have to organize it with her” I say “Great, I can’t wait” Ellen smiles
*A few days later*
"Hey you" I answer the phone cheerfully "Hey" I hear Ellen’s quiet and sadden voice speak through the phone "Ellen are you okay? What’s up?" I say concerned "My… my Aunt Helen passed away" She sobs into the phone "Oh Ellen, I’m so sorry" I say sadden as she sobs "Are you at home?" I ask "Yeah" she replies through her sobs "Do you want me to come over El?" I ask "No, I’m okay" She answers "You don’t sound okay Ellen" I reply "I need to go see Mama" She sobs "You can’t drive when you’re like this" I say "I will come over and drive you there okay" I say "Okay thank you" She says "You don’t need to thank me, I’ll be over shortly okay" I say "Okay bye" She says "See you soon" I say and he hangs up. I quickly grab my bag before I head over to Ellen’s.
I arrive at Ellen’s and I knock on the door before making my own way inside. “Ellen” I call out into her huge home. “In here” I hear her voice break and I place my bag on the bench before entering the lounge to see Ellen on the couch crying. “Aww Ellen” I say sadly as I rush to her side as I engulf her in a hug as she cries. “I’m so sorry” I kiss her head as I gently rock her and rub her back just letting her cry into she calms down. Seeing Ellen cry for the first time since we’ve been together breaks my heart. After a while she calm does and I pull away from her to wipe her tears away from her cheeks. I finally see her tearful red eyes properly. She moves to rest her head on my shoulder as I hold her. I don’t say anything and just hold her not really knowing what to say. “I’m sorry, I’m such a mess” She breaks the silence “No it’s fine, you have every right to be like this El” I say rubbing her back. “I should really go see Mama” She says as she stands up and I stand up as well “Ill drive ya okay” I say and she nods her head she grabs her stuff and I grab my bag before I grab a hold of her hand as we walk out to my car. I open her door for her before going around to the driver’s side and getting in myself. I start the car up and start driving to Ellen’s mothers house, trying to remember where it was but having to ask Ellen for directions a few times. I hold her hand a lot of the drive to Betty’s house.
As we arrive at her house, I turn the car off waiting to see what Ellen was doing whether I was leaving or staying with her. “Come inside” She says quietly “You sure? You probably just want to be with your family” I say “No, I want you to be here with me. That’s if you want though” She says sadly “Yeah of course I want to be here with you” I smile lightly at her as we both ten get out of the car and head up to the door. I slip my hand in hers as we walk. Ellen knocks on the door and we wait just for a few seconds before Betty opens the door with a slight smile on her face when she sees her daughter. “Honey, its okay” Betty immediately wraps her arms around Ellen as she suddenly starts to sob again. I can see that it breaks Betty heart to see her daughter cry as well as she tears up. I stand there a little awkwardly as I feel my own sadness seeing both Betty and Ellen upset. Betty looks up at me as smiles lightly and I smile back. Betty pulls away from Ellen and cups her cheeks with both hands. She whispers something to her that I can’t quite hear. Ellen then steps inside and I follow. Betty hugs me lightly too and I give her my condolences. Ellen walks into the living room and I walk in with Betty. I see Ellen engulfed in a hug with a man around maybe the same age as her. I guess it’s her brother. Next to him is a woman whom I guess is his partner. I stand next to Betty as Ellen hugs the both of them. “Vance and Joanne this is Ellen’s girlfriend Portia, Portia this is Vance, Ellen’s Brother and Joanne, Vance’s partner” Betty introduces us to each other since Ellen doesn’t probably because her head is a little all over the show. “Hey Portia, I didn’t know Ellen had a girlfriend but it’s great to meet you, a bit unfortunate of the circumstances” Vance smiles as he shakes my hand “Hey, yeah we’ve kept it pretty quiet for a while. It’s great to meet you too! Yeah I’m sorry for you loss” I say “Thank you” he smiles as Joanne then shakes my hand. I see Betty sit down with Ellen and Joanne offers me a drink and I accept as Vance motions for me to follow them into the kitchen. I walk over to the side of the bench where I watch Ellen embraced by Betty as she cries. I feel an arm loosely wrap around my shoulders giving them a squeeze I look up to see Vance. “She was really close with Aunt Helen as she grew up” Vance explains “She was the first person Ellen came out to. Aunt Helen helped her come out to rest of us… She meant a lot to Ellen” He carries on a as he turns us around just as Joanne passes me a drink “Thank you” I say a I take a sip “Ellen will be okay, she will just find it a little hard at first” Vance says as I listen “Yeah I wish I could do more for her” I say “Just being there for her will mean the most to her” Joanne smiles.
As we all sit in the living room; Joanne and Vance on one couch, Betty an Ellen on the other and I sit by myself on the chair. They all shared stories of Helen, some funny, some sad. I feel a bit out of place as they comfort each other throughout the stories. I watch as Ellen is being comforted by her mother and I watch as I wish I could comfort her also. I look down at my hands fiddling with the glass that I was holding before Betty excuses herself to go to the bathroom and she motions for me to take her spot next to Ellen as she walks out of the room. I put my drink down on the table as I move and sit next to Ellen. I pick her hand up in mine as I place it in my lap as I stroke her hand, Ellen smiles lightly at me. “Thank you for being here” She says quietly to me “Your welcome, but you don’t need to thank me” I smile “I think I’m going to stay here for few nights or something, Vance and Joanne are staying too. You can stay too if you want?” Ellen asks “Only if you want me here” I say “Of course, I need you” Ellen says “I’ll be here then” I smile as I place my arm around Ellen and hold her tight. “Oh we were meant to be having dinner at your mother’s tonight” Ellen says moving her head up from my shoulder “It’s okay, she will understand that we can’t make it tonight” I say and Ellen smiles lightly “Another night” She says “Yeah, I’ll just go over and tell her as I could go grab a few things for us since we are staying here” I say “Yeah that would be good” Ellen says ” I better go now before she starts cooking dinner for us” I say “Okay, take my keys so you grab some clothes for me” Ellen says as she pulls her keys out of her pocket “Okay I’ll be back soon” I say as I give her a quick kiss before I get up and leave.
I head to Ellen's house first and I pack a bag for her with
some clothes and toiletries and then I go to my own house and collect same
stuff before I go to my mother’s house. I pull in the driveway and I quickly
walk up to the door where I knock. I hear my mother’s footsteps as she quickly
walks to the door. “Oh hey, I didn’t expect you so early” She says as she opens
the door as she looks around me eagerly looking for my girlfriend, since she
still doesn’t know who she is.. “Where is she?” She asks as she steps aside to
let me in. “Um, we won’t be able to make it for dinner” I say sadly as we walk
into the kitchen. “What? Why not?” Mum asks. “Don’t you want to know who she is
first?” I ask smiling lightly “Yeah, I suppose I do” She smiles “It’s Ellen, my
girlfriend is Ellen” I say smiling “Ellen who?” She asks “Ellen, Ellen
DeGeneres” I smile “What? Really?” She asks with a big smile on her face.
“Yeah” I say as she smiles and hugs me. “That’s so great honey” She beams. “So,
why can’t you two make it” She asks as her smile fades. “Well Ellen’s Aunt has
just passed away and she’s quite upset” I say sadly as I think about Ellen
crying “Oh no, that’s terrible” Mum says as I look down at my feet and she
places her hands on my arms. “Are you okay?” She asks “Yeah, it’s just hard to
see Ellen like this” I say as a tear escapes my eyes. She pulls me in for a
hug. “I know honey, it will get better” she says “I’m scared that she might
push me away” I say “She might need some space but make sure she knows that
you’ll be there for her whenever she needs” Mum says as she pulls away from the
hug. I listen as she continues to give me advice. “I should probably get back
to her, we’re saying at her mother’s for a couple of nights with her family” I
say “Oh okay, well send her and the family my condolences and we will sort out
another time to have dinner” She says “Yeah I will do” I smile lightly. “Ring
me if you need to talk to me okay” Mum says as she hugs me tightly “Thanks” I
smile as I walk out the door. “I see you later, I love you” I smile as I begin
to walk back to my car. “Love you too Portia” She calls as she waves me goodbye
before going back inside. I start my car up before I head back to Ellen’s
mothers.
‘Ellen’s POV’
After Portia left I lay down on the couch thinking about the great times I had
with my Aunt Helen as I grew up. She was always there for Vance and me through
our parents’ divorce and other times. She was the first person I ever came out
properly to, and she always supported and loved me no matter what. She helped
me a lot with coming out to everyone else in my family. I felt extremely bad
that I hadn’t seen her lately since she lived in a different state. I had been
lying there on the couch for a while before I could feel the tiredness from
crying start to overcome me and that’s when I felt myself drift into a deep
sleep. I dreamt of seeing Aunt Helen one last time, telling her how grateful I
was of everything that she had done for me, how much I loved her and I also was
introducing Portia to her in my dream. She approved of her and was extremely
happy to see me finally happy with Portia. She told me not to let her go
because she was a keeper. Then Aunt Helen told me it was time for her to go. I
watched as she left and once I couldn’t see her no longer that’s when I woke up
suddenly. I woke to see Portia sitting in the chair across from me smiling
lightly at me and in that moment, it was then when I realised that I loved her.
I knew I was starting to feel this way towards her but I knew it for certain
now. I sit up as I beckon her over to me which she does so. She sits down next
to me and I place my arms around her back and pull her closer to me as I kiss
her. I feel her hand on my shoulder push me gently away. I knew she would be
feeling uncomfortable since my family was also in the room even though they
weren’t paying much attention to us. I leant my forehead on hers as I smile at
her, quickly sneaking another quick kiss. I pull her in for a hug instead and
hold her tightly.
Later that night Portia and I had decided to go to bed because it was getting
late and we were both tired. And I hadn’t been much of a mess since I had the
dream of seeing Aunt Helen one last time; even though it was just my dream it
still felt real. I hoped in beside her and wrapped my arms around her pulling
her against my body. She smiles as I move my nose against hers like an Eskimo
kiss, I always do this and it always makes her giggle which I love to hear. “Thank
you for being here, I really appreciate it” I tell Portia as I run my thumb
down her cheek. “I wouldn’t be anywhere else” She replies and I smiles as I
kiss her passionately. We both moan quietly as our tongues meet. Portia pulls back
from the kiss so I move to kiss just below her ear and gently sucking on her
earlobe which she loves. “Mmm” Portia moans. I move again so my face in front
of hers again. We just stare at one another smiling for a few moments.
“Porsche, I’ve been feeling like this for a while now and I’ve been wanting to
tell you, but I feel that now is the right time” I start as a smile beams on
her face probably already knowing what I am going to tell her. “Today kind of
made me realise how much you mean to me and that I don’t want to lose you…
ever” I say as I cup her cheek. “I guess I’m trying to say is that I’m falling
in love with you… I have fallen in love with you… I love you Portia” I smile as
I stroke my thumb along her cheek. “I feel the exact same way. You make me so
happy and it just feels so right with you, like we’re just meant to be… I love
you too Ellen” She replies causing me to smile before we meet in a kiss.
‘Portia’s POV’
I wake to Ellen's calming touch stroking my cheek. When I open my eyes I see
the most beautiful woman I had ever seen in my life. Ellen’s smile is so
infectious and it makes a smile spreads across my face. As I gaze into her sky
blue eyes I start to recall those same beautiful eyes from last night as she
told me that she loved me. She leans over to kiss me which catches me off guard
as I was still thinking about last night, but I quickly kiss her back before
she pulls away. “Good morning baby” She smiles. “Morning you” I reply. “How are
you feeling this morning?” I ask her. “Yeah, I’m okay” Her smile fades so I
wrap my arms around her as I just hold her. Once we decide to get up we wander
out through to the kitchen passing Vance and Joanne on our travels through the
living room. Betty was in the kitchen when we got in there. We greet her as we
make our breakfast before going back into the living room. Ellen sits against
the arm of the couch and she motions for me to sit in between her legs, so I
do. We eat our breakfast as we talk with Vance and Joanne. Once we finish
breakfast I get up to take our plates out to kitchen and into the dishwasher
before returning to the couch with Ellen. I lean back against her chest as she
hugs her arms around me holding me tightly as she places her chin on my
shoulder. “So the funeral is going to be in Mississippi in two days” Betty says
as she walks into the living room after getting off the phone. “That’s quick”
Vance says “Yeah, I will book tickets shortly. Who’s all going to come?” She
asks as she looks over to Vance and Joanne and they both say that they will go.
“Will you come with me?” Ellen whispers in my ear. “Of course I will” I smile
lightly at her as she kisses my cheek. “Porsche and I will both be coming so
book five tickets” Ellen says.
*Day of the funeral*
I grip Ellen’s hand tightly as we get out of the car and start to walk towards
the church with Betty, Vance and Joanne. As we walked into the church Ellen was
greeting other family members and introducing me to them. We finally took our
seats near the front of the church. I held Ellen’s hand throughout the funeral
and Ellen’s eyes were fixated on the casket, I hardly saw her eyes leave from
it. It wasn’t until the speaker called Ellen’s name to say her speech that she
moved her gaze to the speaker. I squeezed her hand as she slowly stood up and
made her way to the front. She walked up to the casket where she placed her
hand on it and she said something personal to her Aunt Helen before making her
way to the podium to speak. Ellen began to speak, not having written anything
down; she spoke straight from her heart. A few tears escaped my eyes as she
spoke with so much admiration and love towards her Aunt. I could see tears
rolling down her cheek which she didn’t worry about wiping away. There were a
few times when I thought Ellen was about to break down, but she was able to
hold it together. Once she finished her speech was when she wiped her face with
her hands before returning to her seat next to me. I wrapped my arm around her
back gripping her arm as I passed her a tissue before telling her. Once the funeral
was over we followed the casket out of the church as I held Ellen’s hand again.
We gathered with the rest of the family afterwards and that when I engulfed
Ellen in a hug. “Your speech was great baby, I bet she would extremely proud of
you” I whisper in her ear as I pull back and kiss her lips gently. “Thank you”
She smiles before other family members come over to us and engulfs her in an
embrace and I stand back and watch.
*2
weeks later*
'Ellen's POV'
I was kissing and sucking on Portia's neck while I lay between her legs on top
of her as her fingers ran through my hair while she moaned slightly. I was
enjoying the last few days of my holidays with Portia before I had to go back
to work; filming the show. "I'm gonna miss spending all day, every day
with you" I whisper against her neck. "Mm me too" She says.
"You should come to the show and watch sometime if you'd like?" I ask
as I pull back and look at her. "Maybe once we've gone to that awards show
together and people know about us" Portia suggests. "Yeah just
whatever you feel comfortable with" I smile as I peck her lips. "How
are you feeling about the award show?" I ask her "Yeah I'm nervous
about the media and all but I'm excited too" She replies and smile at her.
"Proud of you baby" I smile before I kiss her cheek and roll off of
her. "I still wouldn't be anywhere near ready to finally come out if it
wasn't for you, so thank you" She smiles as she leans over me and kisses
me. I grab her by her waist pulling her on top of me straddling my hips as she
inserts her tongue into my mouth. I ran my hand over the swell of her bare bum
squeezing it lightly before I ran it back up her back; feeling every part of
her perfect body. I roll her back over onto her back still in between her legs.
With her hands fondling my breasts I reach my hand down to her destination and
immediately push a finger into her, catching her a little off guard. I massage
her clit with my thumb as my finger also pumps in and out fast.
"Ellen" She moans against my lips before I suck on her neck. She
moves her hands around my neck and her fingers grip my hair as I insert another
finger. "Ohhh" She moaned in my ear. I pull back from her neck to
look at her face. Her eyes were shut tightly and her mouth was open as she
moaned. I inserted my third finger causing her to open her eyes as she moaned
loudly gripping my hair and cupping my cheek. I grinned watching what I was
doing to her. She tried to pull my face to hers but I held back as I wanted to
watch her face. “Oh fuck … Ohhhh Ellen” She moaned as I felt her tighten around
my fingers as she reached her orgasm. I slowed my fingers before pulling them
out as I kiss her neck travelling down her body as she calmed down from her
orgasm. Once I reached her destination I licked up all her juices before
returning back up to her. I kissed her passionately; I smiled knowing she would
be able to taste herself. I broke the kiss before I rolled off her once again,
pulling her close to me. “Gosh, you’re so amazing baby” Portia grins as she
drapes her arm over my stomach before nuzzling into my neck. “You’re amazing” I
reply as she kisses my neck. We lay there together for a while before Portia
speaks “What shall we do today?” “Hmm, we could go to your mother’s?” I
suggest. “Yeah that sounds good” Portia smiles. “I will text her and make sure
she’ll be home today” She continues as she sits up and pulls the sheet up more
so she can cover her body as she reaches for her phone on the bedside
cabinet. My eyes wander down her bare
back with her long blonde locks spilled down it. I sit up behind her and brush
her hair to one side as I run my hands down her sides as I kiss along her
shoulder which makes her giggle. “Could you get any sexier” I say as I kiss up
her neck and she laughs at me and places her phone down once she has sent the
text. She shifts so she is facing me. I see a grin stretch across her face as
her eyes travel down from my eyes down my body that I didn’t worry about
covering with the sheet. “I could say the same about you” She says as her eyes don’t
travel back up to mine. I place my finger under her chin bringing it up to meet
her gaze and once she realises she’s been gazing a little too long she blushes.
“Like what you see huh?” I tease her as she hides her face in my neck. As I
tangle my hand in her hair I gently pull her face back. “Of course I like what
I see” She blushes as she speaks and I just pull her in for a kiss. Portia
pulls away as her phone vibrates and she quickly reads the reply from her
mother. “She’s going to be home today so you can meet her” Portia informs me as
she smiles at me before we get up and get ready.
“Please ignore my mother if she acts a bit crazy at first, she’s always been a
bit of a fan of you” Portia smiles lightly as I drive us to her mothers. “It’s
okay, that’s sweet” I laugh as I place my hand on her thigh. I see her face
change as I run my hand higher up her leg and she immediately picks my hand up
in hers and she stroke it as she moves it away from going any higher up her
leg. I laugh quietly to myself at her. “Turn left here and it’s the second
house on the right” Portia directs me as we just about reach her mother’s
house. I shut the car off and we both get out and I slip my place my hand in
Portia’s as we walk up to the house. I kiss the top of Portia’s head as we wait
for Margaret to answer the door. “Hey” Margaret smiles excitedly as she sees us
both. Portia hugs her immediately. “Hello Ellen, it’s so great to meet you”
Margaret smiles as she hugs me quickly. “It’s great to meet you too” I smile. “Oh
and I’m very sorry for your loss the other week” She smiles weakly at me.
“Thank you” I smile “Come on in” Margaret steps back as she invites us in as
she opens the door wider and we both step in. “Can I get you both anything to
drink?” She asks. “I’m fine thank you” I smile. “Yeah I’m fine too, thanks
though” Portia says as she leads me to the couch where Margaret joins us. “It’s
such a lovely house you have” I smile as I admired it and she thanks me as we
all start talking about everything and anything. “How long have two been
together?” Margaret asks. I look to Portia as I place my arm around her. “Round
about 4 months or so” I smile. “That’s so great” She replies. “Yeah, we’ve kept
it pretty much between the two of us. I wasn’t really ready for everyone to
know I’m gay” Portia explains. “I think I’m ready now though, I don’t want to
have to hide our relationship any longer so we’re going to go to the Golden
Globes together, so everyone’s going to find out then” She continues. “Well
just as long as you’re ready for all the media and just ignore the hateful
comments because there’s nothing wrong with being who you are honey” Margaret
tells Portia. “I know this is quite a new relationship and I’m a huge fan of
you Ellen, I’m sure you won’t but please
don’t hurt my daughter, I’ve seen her get hurt too many time now and I really
don’t want to see her get hurt again. I can see how happy she is with you
already; since you’ve both been here” She says. “Portia makes me very happy
too. I care immensely for her and I can promise you that I would never do
anything to hurt her” I say seriously as I smile at Portia. “That makes me very
happy to hear that” Margaret smiles. “Calm down mother, you’ll scare her away”
Portia teases as we laugh as the house phone rings. “Oh excuse me” Margaret
smiles as she leaves the room to get the phone. “Sorry about that” Portia
smiles lightly. “It’s fine, she’s just protective of you and I am too. I mean
it when I say I will never hurt you, and I won’t let anything else hurt you” I
say as I kiss her soft lips. I pull away when I hear Margaret walking back into
the living room. “Your brother is coming over” Margaret says as she sits back
down “I hope that’s okay?” She asks. “Yeah that’s fine. I haven’t seen him in
ages. Does he know that Ellen is here?” Portia asks “No, I just told him you
had your girlfriend over and he was like right I’m on my way” Margaret says and
we laugh. “Another protective one” Portia says “He’s harmless” Margaret smiles.
“He’s gonna get a bit of shock when he sees Ellen sitting on the couch” Portia
smiles as she strokes my hand on her leg. “It’s not every day you have Ellen
DeGeneres in your mother’s house” Portia smiles at me as I laugh and I move my
hand from around the back of her to the front and I brush a strand of hair off
of her face before I place my arm back around her shoulders. We continue to sit
there talking to Portia’s mother until her brother arrives. Margaret goes to
the door to let him inside, I hear their footsteps as they walk up the hallway
and into the living room. He looks a little shocked when he sees me, just like
Portia said. He smiles over at us as Portia gets up and hugs him tightly. “I’ve
missed you” She says “Yeah you too” He replies as they pull away. “Michael this
is my girlfriend Ellen, Ellen this is my brother Michael” Portia introduces us
as we shake hands. “Nice to meet ya” I smile “Yeah it’s a pleasure to me you”
He smiles as we all sit back down on the couch. “Wow, didn’t expect that”
Michael laughs. “Knew you’d be shocked” Portia says. “How did you two get
together? How long have you been together?” Michael asks us and I look at
Portia and we grin at one another remembering what happened the night we meet.
“Uh we meet at a party” Portia says “We just got talking and yeah” Portia
smiles. “We’ve been together for about four months” I add “And I didn’t even
know about this” He laughs thinking it would have been out in the media and or
at least his sister would have told him. “Yeah, we’ve kept it to ourselves; I
wasn’t ready to come out to the world. But it will be out there shortly, we’re
going to be going to the Golden Globes together” Portia explains. “Oh okay fair
enough” He smiles.
‘Portia’s POV’
Michael and I go off into the kitchen to get us all drinks. “Ellen DeGeneres?”
He whispers loudly and I smile. “How the heck did you manage that?” He asks “I
really don’t know” I laugh. “You’re happy?” He asks making sure. “Yeah I really
don’t think I’ve been happier” I say. “That’s so great, you’ve always liked
her. I’m really happy for you” He smiles as he pulls me into a hug. “You got
your dream girl” He says. “I sure did, and I’m not letting her go” I say as I
pour the drinks. “I can’t believe you guys are actually together” He laughs as
we start to walk back to the living room. “She really is so beautiful” We hear
Ellen smile as of course my mother is showing her and old photo of me. I start
to blush as I place the drinks down of the table in front of the couch. I sit
back down next to Ellen peering at the photo my mother showed. “Oh did you
really have to show her that photo?” I whine as I place the photo face down on
the table. “What’s wrong with it? It’s beautiful” Ellen smiles as she picks the
photo back up to look at it. I laugh at her as I try to grab it off of her but
she moves it in the hand furthest away from me and she stretches her arm out
looking at it so I can’t reach. “Give it to me” I laugh as I try to reach it
and she just laughs. “Na, it’s too beautiful to be face down on the table” She
laughs as she holds me back but I keep trying to grab the photo but I just fail
miserably. “Please Ellen” I say as I stop trying to fight against her and fake
an upset face. I see Ellen’s face change a little worried that I’m upset at
her. She gazes into my eyes and a wee smirk appears on her face as she
realising I’m faking it, and I can’t help the smile that also appears on my
face. “Okay” She smiles as she kisses my cheek and hands me the photo. I place
the photo back down on the table and pick up Ellen’s and mines drink and hand
her it. “Thanks you Porsche” She smiles sweetly as she takes a sip. I also take a mouthful and then I see my
mother and brother both looking at us with smiles on their faces which makes me
start to blush. ‘God Portia do you ever not blush’ I think to myself as Ellen
starts a conversation with both my mother and brother. I look at her talking,
and laughing with them. I’m glad that she seems to get along and fit in with
them both, I knew she would though. Thankfully my mother and brother have both
seemed to have forgotten that Ellen is well Ellen. I’m glad they haven’t been
all crazed since they are both fans of her and her show, and that they have
just treated her like any other person.
*Night before Ellen goes back to work
I was just about to leave her house so she could have a decent night sleep
without me keeping her up. We were standing by the front door in an embrace.
“Do you really have to go?” Ellen whines as she kisses my neck. “Mm, yes I do.
I want to you to have a decent night sleep” I say as I have my arms wrapped
around her holding her close. “I’ll have a decent sleep if you stay” She whines
again resting her face on my shoulder snuggling into my neck. ”We both know
that wouldn’t happen” I laugh. “Fine, will I see you tomorrow?” She asks as she
pulls back and looks at me. “Maybe” I wink teasing her and she captures my lips
with hers kissing me tenderly. I feel Ellen’s hands move to the front of my top
searching for the buttons. “Don’t get too carried away” I pull away smiling. “I
should go now” I say and Ellen pouts. I pick my bag up from the ground before I
wrap my arm around her neck pulling her close giving her a quick but passionate
kiss. “I’ll see you tomorrow if you’re lucky” I tease as I open door and Ellen
opens it wider for me as I step outside and Ellen leans against the door. “I
better” Ellen smiles. “Good luck for tomorrow” I say. “Thank you” Ellen replies
“I love you” I smile as she cups my cheek and pecks my lips. “I love you too”
She whispers. “Okay, I’ll see ya later” I smiles as I walk down the steps and
towards my car. “Bye baby” She calls as I feel her watching me. I hop in my car
and start to reverse out of the driveway and I see her wave at me as I blow her
a kiss before taking off down the street back to my own house.
'Ellen's POV'
I had been back at work for nearly a week now and I hadn't
seen Portia like I had wanted to because I had to work late since there was
lots of things to do since we had just started back. I was hoping to get away
earlier tonight so I could see her. I decided to text her 'Hey Porsche, what
are you doing later on? Hope you’re having a good day. Miss ya X' I press send
and place my phone down as I eat my salad while I wait for her to reply. A few
minutes later my phone vibrates and I quickly pick it up 'Hey, It’s going
alright. How is your day? I'm catching up with an old friend, I'm sorry. I miss
you too X' I read her text and I slump back in my seat a little upset since I
really wanted to see her. It may seem weird that I miss you so much but I spent
mostly everyday with her when I was on my break, so it was a strange feeling
not seeing her a few days. 'It's okay I guess. Oh that's okay, have a good time
and I hope to see you sometime soon X' I reply back placing my phone down and
picking my salad up again. I quickly finish eating and leave my office and I
head into the studio to get things ready for the show.
After work was finished I headed home, it was the earliest I
had been home since I started back working. I sink into the couch with nothing
else to do apart from watch TV. I flick through some channels and of course
there was nothing on so I decide on one of the music channel. I turn the volume
up and head into the kitchen to start cooking dinner. I sang and danced around
the kitchen to the music as I cooked, cheering myself up. Then I sat down and
started eating. I wash halfway through my dinner when there was a knock at the
door, I quickly got up and wandered to the door. I open the door to see Portia.
"Oh hey" I smile as I open the door wider quickly so she can walk in
just in case there were any paps outside. "Hey" She says as she
engulfs me in a hug. "I thought you were catching up with an old
friend" I say "Didn't go too well" She says and I pull back from
the hug. "Everything okay?" I ask "Yeah, it doesn't matter"
She smiles lightly. "Okay, you can talk to me if you need" I smile as
I pull her back in for a hug. "Missed you" I say as I pull back again
and kiss her lips. "I missed you too" She smiles as I grab her hand and
walk into the living room where I quickly turn the volume down, since it was
blasting. "Woah, that's loud" Portia laughs lightly "Sorry. Have
you eaten?" I ask her as I sit down at the table and finish my dinner.
"No" She says as she sits down in another seat. “Want some?” I ask
and she shakes her head “I’m not hungry” She answers “Okay, if you get hungry,
you just tell me and I will get you something” I reply and she nods as I
continue to eat. "How's the show been going this week?" She asks
"Yeah, it’s going good. We're so busy with so many things to do but I got
off early today" I tell her "That's good, you'll be glad to be
back" She smiles lightly "I guess so" I reply "Is something
wrong?" She asks "Na, I just miss being with you" I say "I
know, I miss being with you too. We will see more of each other once we've gone
to the globes. Then I can come to the show" She smiles "Yeah, I'm
excited for the globes. It's only next week" I smile "Me too"
She says as I get up and take my plate out to the kitchen and quickly wash it.
I look over at Portia still sitting at the table looking down at her hands
fiddling with them. I could tell she was upset from whatever had happened when
she meet up with her old friend. I didn't want to push her into telling me what
had happened so I decided not to bring it up. When finished in the kitchen I go
over to her and pull her to her feet before I just give her a hug. I rub her
back soothingly as she moves her face into my neck. We stand in the embrace for
a couple of minutes before she kisses my neck and pulls away. "Thanks, I
really needed that" Portia smiles lightly as she holds onto my hips. I
know I told myself I wasn't going to ask her what had happened but I changed my
mind and decided to ask her. "Baby what happened with your friend?" I
say before I reached up to cup her cheek but she winces and pulls away walking
to the couch which I follow and sit next to her. "Yesterday my ex-girlfriend
Fran randomly turned up at my house" Portia starts and I start to worry, a
million thoughts entering my head. I hope nothing happened between them.
*Portia telling Ellen
what happened in her POV*
I heard a knock on the
door and I groan as I was extremely busy doing work stuff so I get up from my
desk and open the front door surprised to see Fran. "Hey Portia" She
smiles "Hey, what are you doing here?" I asked "Well I was in
LA, and I really needed to see you. I wanted to talk" She says "Oh okay;
I'm actually in the middle of a lot of work stuff at the moment. Do you want to
come over tomorrow afternoon?" I ask "Yeah okay that sounds good.
I'll come over around 4?" She asks "Yeah okay" I reply
"Okay, I'll see you then" She says as she leaves "Okay,
bye" I call as I wander back inside, into my office. I sit back down
trying to get back to work, but I kept thinking about why Fran was here and
what she wanted to talk about.
*Next day*
I was sitting outside
enjoying the sun when I heard my phone vibrate, indicating I had a text. I see
Ellen's name on the screen so I quickly open it. 'Hey Porsche, what are you
doing later on? Hope you’re having a good day. Miss ya X' I read and quickly
reply back 'Hey, It’s going alright. How is your day? I'm catching up with an
old friend, I'm sorry. I miss you too X' I reply knowing Fran was coming over
this afternoon. 'It's okay I guess. Oh that's okay, have a good time and I hope
to see you sometime soon X' she replies and I put my phone back down next to
me.
*Later on*
I hear a knock on the
door knowing it was Fran so I quickly make my way to the door, inviting her in.
We walk into the living room and sit down on the couch. "So what do you
want to talk about?" I ask her getting straight to the point "Well
Portia ever since we broke up, I... I don't know but I've been missing you a
lot. I realized what I had and I don't want to lose that and I don't know why I
had up on that, on you. What I'm trying to say is that I'm still in love with
you Portia and I really want to try again with you" She says as she grabs
a hold of my hand. I freeze from everything she just said, I look down at her
hand on mine and before I know it her face is inching closer to mine. I feel
completely frozen, what the hell is going on, my mind races. Her nose touches
mine and I want to move away, I want to get out of here but I can't, I can't
move. Fran thinks I want this too because I don't pull away, but this is the
last thing I want. She presses her lips against mine, a few seconds later I
quickly pull away, standing up. I completely freak out. "What the hell are
you doing Fran?" I ask as I run my hands through my hair. "I thought
you wanted it too" She says standing up too. "Fran, you broke up with
me, you broke my heart. Turning up here and saying a few words isn't going to
fix that. I don't want to fix that. I'm not in love with you Fran, I'm sorry
but I'm not. I don't want to give things another go. I'm in love with someone
else" I say honestly "Who is she?" Fran asks angrily "That
doesn't matter" I reply "It matters to me. Oh what are you hiding her
just like you tried to hide me. All you ever think about is yourself and your stupid
acting career. Do you ever consider how she feels? Ya know what, I feel sorry
for her, I feel sorry for her for being with you. She probably deserves to not
have to hide her own girlfriend and that whole part of her life" Fran is
now yelling at me. "I do consider how she feels but she understands how I
feel and she is willing to wait until I am ready to come out as a couple. This
has nothing to do with you Fran. I have never seen you like this before and I'm
glad that I get to see you for what you're really like, I'm glad that you left
me" I say getting frustrated at what she is saying. Fran starts to slowly
walk towards me "I don't know what I even thinking, coming back here
begging for a second chance. I went through a lot when I was with you. I did so
much for you, and you never cared about how it affected me. You only ever
thought about yourself and you still only think about yourself. You’re such a
fucking selfish little bitch" Fran says angrily as she raises her hand and
I feel a stinging sensation on my cheek as the palm of her hand collides with
my face. My hands immediately cup my cheek as tears prick my eyes. "Get
out" I say quietly at her as she just stands there looking at me, she
shocked herself that she really had just hit me. She doesn't move from her
spot. "I said get the fuck out of my house" I yell at her as tears begin
to spill down my cheeks and she finally picks her bag up making her way out of
the house quickly not saying another word. I watch out the window making sure
she leaves. Once I see her car take off, it finally overcomes me and I break
down, tears continuously rolling down my cheeks. I get an ice pack and wrap it
in a cloth and place it on cheek to try relieving some of the pain. I go into
the bathroom and looking at the mirror I see my cheek is bright red. I quickly
replace the ice pack. I can't believe she actually hit me, I had never seen her
like that before. I kept the ice pack on my face for quite a while, relieving
the pain and hoping there wouldn't be a mark on my face. After a while I decide
to go see Ellen, since I hadn't seen her in a few days and also because I just
needed to be around her and be held by her strong comforting arms. I go into
the bathroom and apply quite a lot of make up trying to hide the mark Fran had
left on my face. When I'm happy with the way my face looks, I lightly touch my
tender face before I leave my house making my way to Ellen's.
'Ellen's POV'
I couldn't believe what Portia had just told me. I couldn't
believe her ex had begged for a second chance, and then tried to kiss her, and
then slap her. Portia sobbed as she told me everything. I had my arms wrapped
around her body, holding her close to me as I had pulled her onto my lap. I
hadn't said anything since she had told me what had happened. I had a lot of
things going around my head, wanting to make sure Portia knew that the horrible
things Fran said aren't true. I wanted to see the mark that Fran had put on
Portia's face. "Will you show me your face?" I ask quietly and Portia
nods as she gets off my lap and I follow her as she leads me to the bathroom by
holding my hand. I watch as Portia gently washes her make up off, being extra
gentle with the cheek that had been slapped. I had noticed that Portia was
wearing a lot more make up than usual but I didn't think much of it, but now I
knew why. As the makeup came off I could start to see the red mark. Portia
dries her face before turning around with her head down before looking up at me
with sad tearful eyes. I stare at the mark that was covering her whole cheek.
'God, she must have slapped her so hard' I think to myself. I walk towards
Portia, gently stroking my thumb over her cheek hardly even touching it, not
wanting to hurt her. I gently place a
kiss on her cheek before I pull her in for a hug, kissing her forehead multiple
times. I can’t believe this woman hit my girlfriend; I wouldn’t let her get
away with this. I kept calm not wanting Portia to worry if I was to get angry. I
was about to say something before Portia asked "Can I stay with you
tonight?" Portia asks pulling back. "Of course" I smile lightly.
I lead her back to couch and I pull her on to my lap. "You know the things
she said aren't true. You're not selfish, and you are an amazing actress"
I say to her "Part of what she said is true. I am like hiding you from
people knowing we're together. And you shouldn't have to hide who your
girlfriend is. You have the right to be honest with everyone who you are
dating. It's not fair on you, I'm sorry" Portia says "You were honest
with me about how you feel about not being public right away before we really
even got together. I understood how you felt, and I was fine with that so don't
worry about that or whatever she says" I tell her "I'm still just a
little shocked that he hit me, she never did anything like that when we were
together" She tells me "People change Porsche" I say "Yeah
I suppose" She sighs as she shifts her gaze to the TV. I stared at her for
a few more seconds before also shifting my gaze to the TV, guessing she didn’t
want to talk about it anymore. "I didn't kiss her back" Portia says
quietly as she looks up at me during the programme. "I know" I smile
lightly back "I'm sorry I didn't pull away when it knew it was coming, I
tried but my body just froze. I couldn't move" Portia explains "I
know honey. But it doesn't matter, I'm not worried" I smile as I kiss her
lips. We continue to cuddle for the rest of the night talking and watching TV;
I had to get up off the couch and make something for Portia to eat because her stomach
kept rumbling but she insisted she didn’t want anything, but I made her
something anyway. Later I notice Portia yawn a few times, "You want to go
to bed?" I ask "Whenever you’re ready" She replies "Well
I'll go for a quick shower, you can lay in bed or stay out here, unless you
want to join me" I ask smiling "I might just go lay in bed"
Portia says "Okay" I smile as I pick her up bridal style and I make
Portia turn things off on our way up to the bedroom since my arms were holding
her. I place her down on bed. She just gets off the bed anyway to change into
something else. "You want this?" I ask as I hold up one of Portia's
big top that she sometimes wears to bed only with underwear underneath.
"Yes please" She replies so I fling it across the room. I grab my own
clothiers that I will change into, "Won't be long" I say as I head
into the bathroom. "Okay, I'll be waiting" She smiles sweetly.
I wander back into the bedroom after my shower to see
Portia snuggled under the blankets, her eyes were closed. She had already
fallen asleep, I smile as I stood and watched her for a few seconds, admiring
how peaceful she was. She was so beautiful; I don't know how anyone could hit
her. I carefully slid into the bed next to her. I kiss her forehead before I
gently rolled her over as my arms wrapped themselves around her, so I was
spooning her. "I love you" I hear Portia moan as she wakes slightly,
acknowledging my presence. "I love you too" I whisper.
*Night of Golden Globes*
Portia had stayed at my house ever since the other night,
but she would go do whatever she needed to do while I went to work to film the
show. I had given her a key to mine so she could come and go as she pleased.
Nothing was really said about Fran again, but I still wouldn’t let her get away
with what she did to Portia. But tonight was the Golden Globes and I was
extremely excited, finally going out in public with Portia. We both were
getting ready at my house and I was dressed in a black suit with a white shirt.
I was ready before Portia but I waited downstairs for her. I was getting
impatient, I wanted to see her. This was the night I had been waiting for; we
were now going to be a couple in front of everyone. I knew Portia would be
nervous about coming out, but I was going to make sure I reassured her that
everything would be okay. I heard the limo pull up in my driveway and I was
about to yell out to Portia but she started walking down the stairs towards me
smiling.
'Portia's POV'
It had been a busy week making sure I had everything ready for
tonight. My face had healed a couple days after Fran had hit me, which I was
glad about. I was wearing a long black dress that fitted me perfectly, hugging
the curves that I did have. There was also a long slit up one side of the dress
to my thigh, revealing my long tanned legs. I paired my dress with black high
heels. I had my hair out in curls, which spilled down my back. I smiled at my
appearance, happy with the way I looked. I heard the limo outside the house so
I grabbed my clutch and headed down the stairs to where I knew Ellen was
waiting for me. I smiled at her as she watched me make my way down the stairs,
looking up and down my body which made me blush. I look her up and down as
well, she looked hot! "Wow" She says quietly but I hear her. She looks
back up from my feet to my face and smiles "You look absolutely
stunning" She steps closer grabbing a hold of my hands. "So
beautiful" Ellen sighs as she pecks my lips. "Thank you, You look
amazing babe" I smile checking her out as I run my hand down her jacket.
"Thanks, how are you feeling?" She asks me "Nervous, excited,
scared, every emotion possible" I say and Ellen laughs lightly "It's
going to be okay. I'll be right beside you the whole time okay. And we're not
going to worrying about it if people saying anything okay" She says to me
"Yeah okay, thanks" I smiles as I kiss her lips. "You
ready?" She asks "Yeah" I smiles as she slips her hand in mine
and walks me out to the limo, where the driver held the door open for the both
of us. We greet him and Ellen lets me in first then she gets in herself before
closing the door. Once in the limo Ellen pulls me closer to her, wrapping an
arm around my back and her other hand on my bare leg. She leans in and kisses
me passionately. I feel her hand slip further up my thigh where the slit in the
dress was. I place my free hand on hers, stopping it from where it was heading.
She pulls back and kisses my neck. "I don't know how I'm gonna keep my
hands off you tonight, sexy" She whispers in my ear as she kisses my neck
and I blush giggling.
As we arrive the driver opens the door for us and Ellen
steps out and I hear people call her name but she holds her hand out for me and
I take a deep breath as I grab a hold of it and also step outside. I look
around at our surrounding to see a lot of people, photographers and
interviewers. Ellen squeezes my hand lightly, reassuring me she was there. I
smile lightly at her as we make our way to the red carpet. I was extremely
nervous but I glanced at Ellen and realized why I was here, why I was finally
coming out; because I love her and I'm not going to let that slip away. I smile
as we stop for photographers who call our names. Ellen wraps her arm around my
waist pulling me close as my arm drapes over her shoulders. I smile at most of
the cameras and then look towards Ellen who also looks up at me smiling. We
continue to walk down the red carpet with our arms around one another, stopping
for more photos every couple of meters. Ellen gets called over for an interview
so she grips my hand as she leads me over there as well. I stand slightly
behind her with a slight smile on my face feeling so nervous knowing they are
probably going to ask about us. "Hey Ellen, Are you looking forward to
tonight?" The interviewer asks "Yeah it's going to be great
night" She smiles "Yeah I bet it will be, so are you two a
couple?" She smiles as she looks over at me "Yeah we are" Ellen
smiles at me as she pulls me closer. "That's great, how long have you've
been together?" She asks "Quite a while now" Ellen replies as
she asks a few more questions before thanking us for the interview before we
carry on and get pulled over for a couple more interviews asking about our
relationship, a few commenting that they didn't even know I was gay and also
asking us who we were wearing which I felt better about answering. I felt a lot
whole better once we were off the carpet and heading inside. I sigh as Ellen
asks if I'm okay. "Yeah, glad to be off the carpet" I reply "I
know, it will be better once we get inside" Ellen smiles squeezing my hand
again.
We walk inside and there are people everywhere and Ellen is
immediately approached by a woman, who gives her a quick hug greeting her.
"This is Portia de Rossi, my girlfriend" I smile as I hear the words
leave Ellen's mouth; I step forward and shake her hand. They have a quick chat
before we continue on our way to our seats. Once we find our seats we sit down,
I feel Ellen's arm make its way around my shoulders on the back of my seat. I
smile as I look over to her. We sit there chatting for a while. "Would you
like a drink?" Ellen asks "Yeah that would be nice" I reply
"You want what you usually have?" She asks "Yes please, I'll
come for a walk" I say as we stand up and I slip my hand in hers as we
walk to the bar. We stand in line as we talk amongst other people we knew. Some
people were a little shocked that Ellen and I were together, but they were all
happy for us. I saw a glimpse of Jason Bateman and I excuse myself, telling
Ellen where I was going as I make my way over to see him.
"Hey Jason" I grin as I hug him "Hey Portia,
how are you?" He asks "I'm so great, thanks. How are you?" I say
a little too excited "Yeah I'm great too, what's got you so excited?"
He laughs "You'll never guess who I'm here with" I say "I have no
idea, who?" he asks "Ellen" I smile. I had already told him that
I was gay while we were filming Arrested Development. "What! Really?"
He asks smiling "Yeah" I smile "Is something going on with you
two?" He asks "Yeah, has been for a while" I smile "And you
didn't tell me" He acts hurt as he smiles "We've keep it between
ourselves, until tonight" I inform him and he nods "That's great, I'm
happy for you Portia. Ellen's great" He says before she walks over
"Hey Ellen" He smiles as Ellen passes me my drink and then gives him
a quick hug. "Hey" Ellen's voice rings "I see you're dating Miss
de Rossi here" He grins "Sure am" Ellen smiles as her free hand
rubs along my lower back. "I'm happy for the both of you" He smiles
"Thank you” Ellen replies. "Ya know, when Portia told me she was gay,
we went for a walk to go get coffee during filming and there was a billboard of
you. And I remember her telling me 'I would do anything to be with her, she's
perfect' as she pointed at the billboard" Jason tells Ellen, teasing me and
I blush smiling lightly as I look down "Oh really? Perfect am I?” She
questions teasingly as she smiles down at me before pulling me closer to her and
kisses my forehead as we laugh. We don’t talk to Jason for much longer before
returning back to our seats.
After the awards show Ellen and I decide to leave and go
back to hers. I grip her hand as we make our way out of the building. As soon
as we are outside we are bombarded by paparazzi, being blinded by their
flashing cameras as they take photos of us and other people following us out. I
had drunk quite a few drinks and knew I was getting a tad drunk so I wrap my
arm around Ellen’s waist and gripped the front of her top so I didn’t trip up
or something and also to try to hide behind her from the paps. Ellen placed her
hand over mine as we try to get to our limo. I feel her free hand reach behind
her reaching for my body making sure I stayed close. Once we found our limo
Ellen quickly lets me get in first before hoping in next to me. I take a deep breath
as I brush my hair off my face before placing my arm around Ellen's neck
playing with the ends of her hair. Ellen looks up at me with a smile shining
brightly across her face. I smile instantly "What?" I giggle "We
did it, you did it" She smiles "I'm proud of you, how are you feeling
now?" She asks "Good, I feel great. It really is like a weight has
been lifted off my shoulders" I smile "I told ya you would feel so
much better baby" She replies "I know, I'm scared to read or hear
anything about me though" I say "Just don't read it, don't worry
about what they say" Ellen says as she pulls my leg on top of hers and
runs her hand up and down my bare thigh. I smile as I pull her head closer to
mine locking lips with her. I bring my free hand up to her cheek as I kiss her
deeper.
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'Ellen's POV'
Once we arrive back at mine I make my way out of the limo
and I hold my hand out for Portia as she gets out. We thank the driver before
we make our way up to the door. I swing our hands together as we walk in
silence. I walk a few steps away from her as I hold our hands up high checking
Portia out again. She looks up to me smiling as we walk up the stairs as I
quickly unlock the door and re locking it once we are inside. "Want a
drink babe?" I ask "Sure" She replies dropping her clutch on the
couch as I go into the kitchen. "Wine?" I ask again "Yes
please" She replies as she then makes her way over the stereo which she
switches on, turning it up a little loud. "Thank you" She thanks me
as I pass her the glass. "To us" She toasts and we clink glasses
before taking a sip. I place my drink down on the counter before moving back to
Portia gripping onto her waist as I sway the both of us to the music. She wraps
her arms loosely around my neck. She gulps down another mouthful of her wine as
I kiss her neck and she moans in my ear. I can tell that she is a bit drunk
because she already drunk quite a lot at the awards show. I kiss her cheek
before she pulls away to put her glass down on the counter as well just before
taking another large gulp of the rest of her wine. We wrap our arms back around
one another as we dance to the music. I smile as I watch her face and she
giggles, nuzzling her face in my neck. I feel her hot breathe on my neck while
she presses her lips against my skin multiple times. I grab a hold of her hand
and twirl her around and press my front against her back. She moans very
quietly at the contact. I hold her hips against mine as we dance just like the
night we first got together. Portia leans her head back on my shoulder so I
lean down and suck lightly on her neck "Ohh El" She moans in my ear
reaching back to tangle her hands in my hair. She turns back around in my arms
and rests her head on my shoulder and I hold her. "I need to go to the
bathroom" Portia says quietly with her eyes shut. "Would you like
some help to the bathroom?" I ask knowing she would find it hard to walk in
her heels with being drunk. "I'm fine" She smiles as she start to
walk to the bathroom but like I thought she was walking into everything and
nearly falling over so I quickly went to her side and held her as I walked her
to the bathroom. I walk her over to the toilet and walk over to the sink and
run my hands through my hair as I look at myself. "El, get out while I
pee" Portia says and I laugh "Baby, you've peed in front of me
before" I say turning around "I don't care right now, I need to pee
so get out" She says frustrated "Hurry up" she says and I laugh
before walking out. I wait outside the bathroom and hear the toilet flush and
then a bang. I quickly make my way back in to see Portia trying to get off the
ground. "See this is why I didn't want to leave you babe" I say as I
help her up and she just groans at me. "I think you just need to go to
bed" I say as I walk her into the bedroom and lay her down on the bed. I
turn her on her side as I unzip her dress and slide it down her body to find
her naked underneath the dress. I admire her body before grabbing a large shirt
that she usually wears to bed and I pull that over her head. I pull the
blankets back and get her in properly before pulling them back up. "Are
you joining me?" Portia asking wrapping her arms around my neck; pulling
me down and kissing my cheek before forcing her tongue into my mouth. I pull
back. "I'll just get changed and get you some water and I'll be back"
I say and kiss her forehead. I start to walk down the hall and I hear Portia
call out drunkenly "I love you sexy" and I laugh to myself. I make my
way into the kitchen. I get two glasses of water and turn everything off
downstairs before making my way up to find Portia already asleep. I place a
glass down on both sides of the bed. Though Portia probably won't drink it now;
that she has fallen asleep. I make my way into the bathroom and quickly wash up
and get changed before slipping into bed. I drink down most of my water while I
look down at Portia who is spread out taking up most of the bed, snoring very
quietly that I find it cute. I put my water down and then laid down watching
Portia sleep and her quiet snoring making me smile as I drift off to sleep.
'Portia's POV'
I groan as I start to wake, my head pounding and
my eyes blinded by the sun peeking through the curtain. I pull the sheets over
my head as I put my face into the pillows. I ran my hand across the bed to find
Ellen but it was cold, she wasn't there. I lay in bed for a good ten minutes
before I finally get up. I put on one of Ellen's tops and I walk out to the
kitchen to find her. "Good morning beautiful" Ellen laughs lightly as
I find her sitting on a chair with a cup of coffee. "Mmhm" I groan as
I squint and cover my eyes from the brightness. I walk to her and sit on her
lap, straddling her. I nuzzle my face into her neck and I wrap my arms around her
also. "Has my baby got a sore head?" Ellen asks as she rubs my back
softly with her free hand and placing a kiss in my hair. "Yeah" I
sigh "There's some pills on the counter for you" She tells me softly
"I have a glass out ready for you" She tells me also
"Thanks" I whisper as I slowly get off her and make my way into the
kitchen to take the pills. Once I wash down the pills with the water I lean
against the counter looking at Ellen as I hold my hand slightly over my eyes
shading them from the brightness. Ellen laughs a little as she looks at me.
"What? Why are you laughing at me?" I ask grumpily from my pounding
headache. Ellen stands and walks over to me placing her cup down on her way.
She wraps her arms around my waist. "I'm not laughing at you baby"
She smiles "What are you laughing at then?" I ask "Just the make
up on your face" She's smiling still "So you are laughing at me"
I say "Maybeee, but I love you" Ellen grins as she tries to distract
me from her laughing at me. I scoff as I step out of her arms and finish off
the last of the water before placing it in the sink. "You should take a
shower, it might make you feel a bit better baby" Ellen says rubbing my
lower back "Okay" I say as I go to walk past her up to the bathroom,
but Ellen stepped in front of me grabbing my hand in hers pulling me towards
her. Her lips crashed against mine, and my eyes rolled back as her tongue
traced along my bottom lip, I accepted her tongue as it explored my mouth.
"Mmm" I moaned as she pulled away and smiled at me stepping aside
letting me make my way to the bathroom. I watched her for a few seconds before
continuing on to the bathroom. I wandered into the bathroom and turned the
shower on before looking at the mirror. Oh god, no wonder Ellen was laughing at
me. I looked horrible. My makeup was still on from last night, but my mascara
had gone all around my eyes during my sleep. I was looking a bit like a panda.
Plus my hair was everywhere as well. I quickly stripped my clothing off and
hopped in the shower.
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‘Ellen’s POV’
I wait in the living room reading a magazine for Portia to return from her
shower. I hear her footsteps and she emerges from the hall looking very
refreshed. “You feel better?” I ask as she sits down next to me on the couch.
“Yeah” She says as she leans her head on my shoulder. “You look it too” I smile
“Did you not like my panda inspired makeup” Portia laughs “Of course I did, but
this better” I smile as Portia places her head on my shoulder. “You want to do
anything today?” I ask “Mm later on… we could go out for dinner” Portia
suggests “Yeah okay” I smile as I kiss the top of her head lifting her legs
over top of mine. I caress her thigh lightly before turning my head towards
her. I trace her cheek with my finger as she watched my face before I kiss her
lightly.
"Ellen, Portia, Are you a couple? Cougar! Dykes! Gold
Digger! You're too hot to be a dyke Portia" The photographs yell at us as
we try to make our way into a restaurant. I knew these words that they were
saying were affecting Portia. I let go of her hand and wrapped my arm around
her shoulders pulling her closer to me as we walk inside. "Thank god they
can't come inside" Portia sighs with relief "Yeah I know, you
alright?" I ask "Yeah" She smiles lightly just as the waiter
comes over to us and leads us to our seats in the corner which is more private
and away from the windows so the paparazzi can't take photos. We slide into
either side of the booth and order our drinks.
"I know you're not okay. I know what they said has
affected you" I say lightly as I reach over and grab her hand and rub my thumb
on the back of her hand. "I knew this would happen but... I was just
hoping that it wouldn't" She replies “Yeah, I know I’ve said it so many
times, but it will get better, opinions will change” I say “Yeah I know… But let’s
not let them ruin our night, just forget about the paps and enjoy our dinner”
Portia smiles as she bounces in her seat and I grin at her just as our drinks
get bought over to us. We continue to chat all night about all sorts of stuff
as we eat our meals. Portia had been a whole lot happier with no more mention
on the paparazzi.
We were now eating
dessert; I dipped a strawberry in chocolate before moving it towards Portia’s
lips hoping her mouth would open accepting the chocolate covered strawberry,
which they did. She took the whole strawberry and once she had finished the
mouthful her hand stroked my cheek before pulling my face over the table closer
to hers where she kissed me. Her tongue snuck in quickly but unfortunately she
pulled back shortly after; since she knew we were in public. Her thumb stroke
my cheek again before she picked up a strawberry and dipped it in the chocolate
before feeding it to me just like I had to her. We continued feeding one
another until all strawberries were all gone. I sat back in the booth as I
finished off my drink before we left. I gazed at Portia as she looked around
the room before looking back at me, noticing that I was watching her. I smiled
as she smiled back at me. We were gazing at one another as I felt Portia’s bare
foot graze my leg. She continued to move her foot up and down my leg. I knew
what she wanted. I knew that she would be getting what she wanted once we got
home. “Should I go pay so we can get out of here?” I grin “Yeah” Portia nods as
she puts her shoe back on and we make our way to the counter to pay. I feel
Portia’s hand slip into mine as we make our way out the back of the restaurant
since there were still paps hanging around waiting for us. We quickly made our
way to the car. I opened the door for Portia before making my way around to the
driver’s side.
We drove home in silence; the only noise was
coming from the radio. Portia sung along to it quietly, I smiled to myself as I
listened to her; she was very cute when she was singing. Once
we arrived at my house we made our way inside. Portia had started to turn me on
at the restaurant and I knew what she wanted to do so I grabbed onto her hips
and pulled her against me as I kissed her. "Mm" Portia moaned into the kiss. I slipped my tongue into her mouth, twirling with hers. I felt Portia's hand move into my hair where she clenched a fist full gently. I pull away from the kiss, smiling at her before taking her hand in mind and leading her to the bedroom.
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